H2.

Well folks. It's been too long since this girl blogged. There has been a lot of changing. Im good with change when its like "oh, my nail polish was red and now its teal" but when its things like "the place I've called home for the past year is not my home any more and my best friend is moving to utah and I have a full time job and an apartment and rent and I don't live with my favorite couple anymore and who is gonna be there to hear monya say comments under her breath" kind of change, i dont do very well. I also don't do very well with run on sentences clearly. 

So there it is, haleigh squared is parting ways for a temporary moment. We are both doing big girl things.. I turned 20 and now I have to do all this grown up crap.

My time with the Williams has been a time in my life that I wouldn't trade for anything. People are put in your life for a reason and its never been more evident to me. Living with them has been probably one of the biggest blessings i'll ever receive. I love them so much and i'm so grateful for each one of them. But FYI im not going any where. I'll still be reminding Kayla to change reckers diaper and still making kait dance with me at my imaginary wedding.

Hales and I became friends at a time when no one else besides her could understand how i felt. We were going through the exact same thing and helped each other not go insane. or we just went insane together. yeah thats probably it. trust me there is video footage to prove it. I love you so much hales and no one could ever fill your spot in my heart. You're my soul sister. Que Train. Actually please don't. Life wont be the same without you but Utah is a lucky place to have your pretty little self.

I'll be the sun, you be the shinin'.

I love you guys so much, thank you for letting me be apart of your family.

you know im running out of ideas...

When i start bloggin about my friends. i decided i'm gonna do some posts about them for the next few days/weeks. i decided this when i was going down memory lane and i thought to myself, "i love my best friends." so there you have it. i might even do two posts today because i'm bored at work. im going to stop sharing my thought process with you now.

First up to bat is Ms. Patreece.

I met Charlcie back in seventh grade. In the cafeteria of Santan Jr. High. I saw her from across the room and thought, "wow thats the prettiest red head i've ever seen!"No words were exchanged (she was popular, i was the new girl)....in fact Charl didnt meet me till my sophomore year. (true story) Anyway we met and our friendship was built on the foundation of the fact that none of our other friends would ditch class so we had each other. It blossomed from there. This was back when I was always grounded (for ditching).  We did pretty much everything together from this point on. I feel like alot of the times we were together we'd be getting into some kind of mischief. There was that time last summer when we got home in the morning when my dad was leaving to work and we had to fake sleeping when he came to check on us. or when we tried dodging her mom by parking in the neighbors driveway but that didnt work.
You know those summers that were so much fun and you remember them for the rest of your life? Mine was last summer. Just me and Patreece. All our friends had boyfriends and we just were crazyyyy summer girls lovin life and swimsuits and curly hair and no make up. Sounds like a recipe for two homeless girls. It's the happiest I remember being.
She's my girl (ew i just sounded like a guy). I know what she is thinking always. She knows what im always thinking. She has the best eyebrows and calves. Her laugh is contagious. My tummy hurts from laughing so hard with her. We could do nothing and its still fun. She went to hawaii this summer and found out her name means strong & majestic, and nothing could be more fitting.  I sound lesbian. I la la la love you Patreece.

Alicia you're next. Get ready.

"When someone from your home is in heaven, Heaven is in your home."

Happy Birthday to you grandma.

I love you so much.

You are in my heart everyday.

Thank you for everything you taught me and continue to teach me today.

I'm going to watch Runaway Bride and eat dessert for dinner in your honor. 

Good Words.

"I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you’ll miss them when they’re gone from your life. I’ve learned that making a “living” is not the same thing as making a “life.” I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back. I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel."

I promise.

* To never give you step by step instructions on how to do a DYI craft.
* Never teach you how to do a cool hair do. (sock bun tutorials)
* Tell you what's in style for this season.
* The words husband, friend, sister, mother, cousin, uncle, boyfriend, fiance, cat, dog, will NEVER be used instead of their actual name. 
* No recipes.
* To never take pictures of myself showing you that my outfit is cute with self timer. (cough cough Daybook)
* Then proceed to tell you where i bought everything I'm wearing.
* Ask you questions that you have to leave a comment to answer.


I got a new hair cut. My baby girl Riss did a lovely job. Get your haircut by her and you won't be let down. I'm going back in the morning to get a scalp massage. Heaven.

I still want a new job..

Trying to eat healthy and exercise.......................................................................I want mcdonalds.

I keep having the same dream about getting lost (I'm always lost). But I keep finding a place thats so pretty I cant even describe it. It's so green and there are flowers everywhere. And it's so happy. But I wake up before I can figure out where I am. I can't get it out of my head. I want to go there today.

I freaking can't wait for the future. I have no patience. 

"There are far better things ahead than any we leave behind."

Ya know those days when you just want to be in love because everyone else around you is? Oh you don't know what I'm talking about because you're in love too? Typical. Irregardless, it's hard to take that ^ advice with these feelings. The letting go process is gay. Especially when you don't want to but you know you need/have to. And so that's how I'm feeling today. I'll just continue to sit here with my 44 oz. Dr. Pepper and my box of Wheat Thins and watch wedding videos and interviews until I die. Just kidding, until after Thanksgiving dinner. Then I will sit here till I die. 

Sometimes (alot of the times) life would be a lot easier if you lived on your own island and you could talk to the animals and run around wearing leaves or not even wear leaves. 

Ignore what I just said.

I really do think that though.